2010.01.29

9.00pm
everything is over jor lu... cause cause cause i break wit him jor... cause he dun like me jor... like other ppl... erm... fell more free edi... although kinda sad... but got sis pui me nth jor... sot de her... but lucky got her... i feel everything nth de... cause got my best frenz... go my most important de sis wit me... everything is juz fine... thx for being my bf oso... gd luck for u n tat girl...XD...
y we will break geh leh is cause...

he write tis at facebook...

to9 going serdang lu..mayb 2morrow cum back..nw at aunty house..l8r need go back to pack d..haizz..nw still gt prob..donno hw..well..she speak it out..wat should i do nw??very d stress wei..n im going to lost a home to..gonna shift home d..haizz..sad T.T


than i ask him war happen... n he dun wan tell... than after a wail i ask him...

ur ex like back u???

he juz say...

b4 ai couple wif lai kuan..i was wif her..after tat suddenly loss contact..only i couple wif laikuan..then tat day i saw my ex fren..i fill in a member form to get member card..then she take my num form there to my ex..i also donno..nw..ya..she nt like me back..all the time she was looking 4 me..finding me back..she told me tat she still love all along..after she gt my num back..she said she gonna break wif her BF..n she want me back so badly..i also donno..

than i say u dun like me jor...

ya...

than we become frenz back la...

tats all... easy n clean... honest is tat best way to get through everything...^^
bye bye jason yee mun hon...

2010.01.29

6pm
phewww... juz finish drummimg practise from khuan loke... although i didnt do many thing but damn tired edi...><... but oso got geh... can relax... mun see say wan come practise de but... she sleep late edi...==... geng la her... i oso late go practise cause i lazy so early go n i hv to watch my house cause grandpa sick sick edi... 4am in yhe morning mama call daay bring grandpa go hospital cause grandpa eat wrong thing n in the 4am keep vomit non stop...><... make me so worry... lucky doctor say nth de... take some medicine than can go home jor... mama got bank take daddy de salary... no ppl at home take care of grandpa n popo... so i stay at home until mom come back than baru go training...very bu shuang when at khuan loke... cause XXX gv us see black face again...==... alwaus like dat de... 2day lucky i dun hv play symbols... XD... cause i kinda forgot jor... hehe...but i still got revised back geh...^^...XX got ask me about dear write de thing at fb there de... she king wit me a lot... oso call me careful cause she dun wan me get hurt...^^... very thx to her care about me... cause we 2 r ji mui...XD... i think dear oso got a lot of thing odo didnt tell me geh... if i no go ask than he no planning to tell me geh lo... ><... really very hope tat u can tell me everything thing although i not asking... me oso will do tat same thing... but everytime i wan tell u... u oso not free to sms wit me de... haiz... get use of it... juz like my ex n ex ex... all oso less fimd me...but got 1 thing not same de is... u care me more than them... n u oso is tat 1 i love u most... dun know u will feel tat same as me anot... hope u will la... dun know tis blog when u will see dao leh??? probably need a long time gua... cause i keep it as my small secret... my sis oso dun know de o... hehex... anyway i really love u... tat is my conclusion... although sometimes my frenz gv me a lot advised for not getting hurt... i oso will appreciate it de... frenz oso is i most love de...^^ hungry edi...
go eat dinner lu... i miss u o...
love eu o... muachx...

2010.01.28

6.45
i wake up edi... now my mood more better jor... than i sms u
wat happen???
u say tat
ur ex yesterday call u n u still dun know wat she trying to tell u...
than i ask u tat
u didnt ask her wat she trying to tell...
n u say
gt...she say later onli tell.. onli thing tat u know is... among ur ex.. she is tat one who love u most... n tat time u choose lai kuan d... now she got bf d la...
tat girl i dun know she is who but dun care jor la... juz now really sot edi la me... maybe i at school oso got many stress 1 kaligus cry all out more well jor...^^ still got moral essay wan to do... >< wan write wat now still dun know... 2moro wan pass up jor...>< dun know wan how to start... mind is blank de... erm... tis sat oso dun hv go any place liao... cause dear he go serdang jor... kinda not happy cause cant saw him tim... but nvm la... he got work 2 do... very miss him... need to wait next sat jor... go eat dinner than do moral essay lu...

2010.01.28

2.35
juz now saw tat thing tat u write at fecebook... u write...
haiz... wat should i do??? if she really come back to me...i do love her... last time... but... haiz...headache d!!!!!!
when i saw it... did u know wat i feel... i was so worry... i scare tat i will lose u... i really damn scare about it... if let u see tis u muz say me think so much edi... ><... cause u suddenly write like tat i really will worry geh ma...><... dun think so much jor... i go oi oi... later wake up still hv to pk wit a lot of homework... wait u wake up than ask u wat happen ba...
love u o... muachx...

2010.01.27

9.45
now waiting time pass n later go do homework jor... juz now sleep jor couple of hour... so hope 2moro wont so tired ba... ^^ miss dear nerh... havent dicuss wit him about tis sat or fri go to time square de thing... seem like my sis probably dun hv go jor... ><
dun like de... no ppl pui me go... scare alone go so far de place leh... T.T need to think who can pui me go liao tim... mun see dun know go money go anot... erm... wan li a... erm dun wan she go... later qiang my dear... XD so sot de me... let me think dao yang zhen... swt de him... at facebook comment some very wei de thing... >< dun think jor... later vomit... hv to do homework lu...
miss u o...
love u o... dear... muachx...

2010.01.27

3.30
tired tired... dear still working o... cant sms de... >< miss him... yesterday we oso sms until 1 o clock...XD so i at school very tired... until wan sleep jor... teacher teaching very boring de... n like to gv a lot homework d... always at school oso cant finish...T.T... >< hate it... if at form3 i sure wont care de... but tis year very important... muz do... everything juz so hard... but i still hv to go through it... TYY gambateh o... y every1 oso say me think too much de wo... i really dun hv liao ma... i got listen to dear n mun see say de thing leh... ><... n o... got XXX say tat u really tat believe to jason a??? =.= very srupid de question lo... of course i beleive la... if not i wont 2geter wit him de lo... really gv him za dao... for sure i trusted dear de lo... >< miss u o...
love u o... dear... muachx...

2010.01.26

11pm...
it is late now... but havent finish homework very tired... so i stop n 2moro continue... juz now dear juz sms me 1or 2 sms onli... so little... is it he sms wit his frenz leh??? kinda hungry jor... later go drink milo... n than wait u reply me... if too tired maybe will sleep jor geh... hope wont hv nightmare cause every time late sleep oso will like tis de... sometimes oso will because of tat dream n cry de... very easy get scare by nightmare de me... n miss dear o... didnt hear dear de sound a long time ago... kinda sot de me... off lu...night dear...
love u o... muachx...

2010.01.26

07.36pm...
juz wake up n than go eat dinner.... now full full edi...^^... after sleep a wail really got use de wo... mood oso nore better... like wat oso dun hv happen... maybe got some is because jason got reply my sms gua... XD me so sot de... maybe is i really care about him gua... haha... dun know wat happen to me jor... not like be4 geh me... change liao kinda a lot... myself oso dun know why de... my sis havent tell me when go time square de tim... after a few day than can see dao dear jor... so miss him... seem like me and mun see got same thing... one is we both got like de ppl... n everyday or everytime we oso will thinking of them de... hahax... sa sa de both of use... seem like dear started busy lu... cause 2day he oso wan help mom make new year de biscuit... after tat he go his frenz shop wait his frenz to finish work... after tat he will go yam cha... sometimes they will go cc... or at his frenz house... he always will do one of it each day de... ^^... erm... yesterday o... mun see o... very bad de lo... cause she tell real ghost story to me o... scare dao...>< alamak now think back later no need sleep jor... T.T wan find ppl sms until can sleep or maybe do homework lu... >< not gd geh.... lucky mun see dun hv tell me about toilet de story... if not i mux scare until cry jor de... >< so xiao dan la me...sis wan play jor... stop lu...
love u o... muachx...

2010.01.26

4.21pm...
juz finish tuition onli... monday n tuesday oso got tuition kinda tired... cause cant sleep... n u dun hv reply my sms again... i wonder wat happen to me n u... so less sms jor de... mun see at school oso say wat happen to u n me... cause we so less sms... n she oso call me dun think too much... i oso try to not think so much... tis few dat mood damn low de... maybe is too miss u liao gua... 2day at school mun see say u got go her house at tat night... n i know tat u is busy... juz i always sms when u r not free de lo... y always like tat de... so cha la me... wat u r doing now leh?? sleeping again a??? so hope tat u can sms wit me now... so miss u... at least mun see is better than me cause she still got sms wit tat c.k... not like me... sms oso dun hv jor... T.T
shit!!! think bad thing jor!!!! go oi oi claim down myself....

2010.01.25

7.45
i juz finish dinner n come back from tuition onli... juz now 4sth i sms u... n u say u now meeting than i dun kacau u edi... after a wail... u reply me jor... than i ask u tat question n u say nth de... than we sms until half u say i not enough know u... i agree wit u... but i dun know wat u mean by not enough know u o... cause i kind stupid in tis kind of thing... super noob de me... n when tuition i got sms u but u dun hv reply edi... we juz sms for a short while onli... haiz... so hope we can continue sms de lo...><... is it u continue sleep liao??? i dun know u... cause tis few day we oredy less sms jor... i scare... i havent finish write i scare than u ngam ngam sms me... which is at 7.50pm... i feel like every time i think bad thing u oso will appear n let me claim myself geh... let me got more an quan gan... is it u always know wat i m thinking???
love u o...^^ muachx...

2010.01.25

2.15pm
2day at school erm... nth happen... juz normal... but i miss u o... dun know u doing wat leh?? probably is sleeping gua... cause u is night ghost... so if got time u muz go oi oi de... at school i n mun see king gai while no ppl... and she say tat u say i got a lot of thing didnt tell u o... n u oso dun know is wat... when i hear it i got a lot of question in my mind... i dun know tat u will think like tat... n i oso dun know u will think like dat... i oso dun know tat i got thing dun hvtell u... if u wan 2 know i sure will tell u geh lo... cause i really care about u... n o... i see tat thing u write at tat facebook... n u write like tis...
i dnt giv a dame to wat ever shit d...nw d me is cold heart d...i wont like last time so SoH d.
when i saw it... i kinda scare... cause i dun know wat happen to u... n i scare to ask u too... but i still wanted to know wat happen... n now i m waiting u to reply me... hope u will tell me... cause i really very curious wat happen.... 1st time see u write like tat... damn worry about u n miss u too...

2.50am...
is midnight now...
1st time write so many blog in one day...be4 oso dun hv like tat...
now me is kinda low mood geh... cause i feel like me n him like kinda argue in tat facebook comment... maybe other ppl will juz say we r playing but i always very care about wat dear write de... 1st i m really juz play play in facebook comment but after tat i juz feel like i kinda serius jor... dun know wat is jason thinking... he juz look like really angry jor... me is really no mood... very sad geh leh... scare he oso serious in wat i write oso... n now me hungry again... shit stomach... always like tat when i not in tat mood... haiz... no mood sleep... y i so easy sad geh??? so cha de me... stupid la me... no use de ppl... dun write liao lu...
night lu...
love eu o... muachx...

2010.01.23

at the night... 8 sth like tat...my sis suddenly tell me tat his a gor later will come to our house n king gai... n my mom oso gv u go outside but not after 11... n my sis oso say tat his a gor will call jason come to our house oso... 1st hear it kinda suprise... but oso very happy can see him... but 2moro he will go to ss3 afternoon break dance wo... they say got one group which is very pro in break dance de o... kinda sad tim... cause i go midvalley... damn sienz de... my sis force me go de... if not i rather stay at home or curi go ss3 see him battle wit other ppl... ^^... dun hv see him play breakdance be4... call him 2day show to me than he always say dun wan... ><...
not good de... too bad my little bro follow us go out king gai... if not me n jason muz hold hand de... afternoon at tat playground oso got hold hand... XD... hia hand really very big o... but still is my father de big a bit... hehe... seem like every sat oso is my most happy de day cause i will always saw him de... ^^... too bad he always oso very slow reply my sms de... started miss him jor... if he can stay long a bit than good lu... ><... wan stop type jor... my sis kacau me say wan use computer... tat all for 2day... night lu...
love u o... jason... ^^

happi^^

2day morning very early wake up edi lu....

cause later wan go to mun see house play...^^

n o... yesterday dear tell me he will oso go mun see house...

when hear it soooooo happi... cause can saw him again...^^

after we finish having breakfast at ss3...than we go back to

mun see house again... after a wail... dear come edi... hehe...

than mun see de hong n mun wai de leong oso at there...

we juz chit chat at there onli... after a wail than mun see say

go to basketball court... n see they all playing is juz so boring...

than i go to playground find kevin n vivian... n dear oso follow

me go...than we chit chat at there... so happi when i m wit

dear... talk to him so funny... n he juz kinda like kid... climb

here n climb there dun know how to say him... sometimes

he oso will act lika kid... he oso like to do some dangerous

thing make me so worry him de lo... >< ... but sometimes

he oso will listen to wat i say de... really very scare if anything

will happen to him... tyy!!!! dun think so much jor...XD

me sot edi... at playground talk to him a lot of thing... n we

do liao sth which is kinda sweet de... XD i is think like dat

but dun know wat will other ppl think la... hehehe... if can

stay longer a bit at playground there wit him so good geh lo...

he o... very like to say me cute de... but me not cute at all ma...

juz a sa poh like dat de... if he will reply my sms fast a bit than

good lu... wont so sienz while waiting him reply... n he really

like a pig geh... very easy than go oi oi liao... ><>

pig than
me geh lo... n we at mun see house oso got talk back jason be4

is 21 de thing... n i can feel tat he very hate fabian... not juz him

hate... i oso dun like him at all when tat 1st time i saw him... dun

talk about him jor... make my mood bad onli... seem like i every

sat oso will see my dear de... so happy... if can everyday see him

than more good de lo... so hope tat my mom will accept me n him

de lo... i really wont treat it as puppy love geh lo... if can accept

him than good lu... can guang ming zhen da de wit him... no need

always say is go out wit frenz... lazy to write so many lu...

love u o.... dear... muachx...

sad geh lo...

突然之间。。。想到一些不应该想的东西。。。

我很无聊变去看的lai kuan de friendster profile...

n i saw back jason n her de pic...

they 2 r so sweet... n i juz suddenly fell sad n

think of many other usless thing...

they 2 have been go through so many thing...

i m kinda scare tat if lai kuan like back jason n

if jason got feel to her... cause they been 2gether

for one n a half year... haiz... when they 2 is still

couple... i have hear many sweet thing about them...

n when i couple wit jason... there r a lot ppl dun

trust tat i couple wit him... until i saw lai kuan write

at jason facebook profile... i m super angry about

tat... is it i not enough pretty than u??? if u think tat

jason is bad taste... than u is more bad la... now ur current bf

is yong sui than anything else... is it a problem

tat i couple wit jason... tat thing tat lai kuan write is super

hurt me more than anything else...n i oso very sad tat

some of u say tat jason maybe is playing me... but i dun

feel tat he is doing tat... y cant u all juz believe...

while writing tis blog... tis is tat 1st time tat i cry...

be4 i oso got couple wit other but tat all juz like puppy

love... but tis time i think i put more feel in it... i really dun know

wat will happen to me in tat future... juz like be4 ky say...

u r not in it u wont know wat u feel... n now i know wat it mean...

haiz... tyy dun think too much edi... dun cry edi... claim down urself...

if not not leng lui de a... T.T... y i m still crying??? y i cry???

y i keeping cry... i feel tat everytime i sad i oso will find jason...

but tis time dun hv... cause i dun wan he know... i juz wan he know

tat i love him onli... 1st time i will do it... really hope can find some1

to talk about it but i scare i really scare tat they will juz say me stupid

or wateva thing tat no use to me... so useless a me... so poh yy...

dun wan think too much edi.... think too much oso no use de...

hope tis blog will full of me n him de memory...^^